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[Nov. 2nd, 2004|06:21 pm] |
what the F do you think i am?!
wait. no i'm SORRY. i'm not a toy. sorry if you didnt' know that
some "Friend" you are
so much for trusting you so much
then you go treat me like garbage
then come back to me
"lets be friends"
hell with you
you were the one who started it all
not me
i didn't even want it.
its your fault
dont' f-ing crawl back to me
i dont' have friends like you. |
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[Oct. 10th, 2004|11:23 pm] |
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| | STILL the stupid radio show | ] |
what has highschool done to us all.
everyone' s either REALLY sad, REALLY jerky, REALLY btchy, REALLY mean, REALLY slutty, REALLY stupid, REALLY clueless, REALLY happy(for some reason. haha :), or REALLY depressed
AHhhh!
everyone almost everyone has changed
and i thot WAY too high of too many people.
pfft. nice to know some people are still the same as before..
i miss those times |
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[Oct. 10th, 2004|11:06 pm] |
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| | stupid radio show thing o_O | ] |
i dont' get myself o_O.. i'm so confused
i wanna do something.. then i'm just about to do it
then i think.. "what are u DOING?!" ... its completely useless
and it wouldnt' change the situation..
...
anyways. i jusss need a day..
i've been saying that for a long time..
thats why i've been procrastinating my hmk and now i'm working my zz off
dam homeworkkkk *waves fist*
i really don't get this "comedy radio show" i'm listening to..
but ANYWAYS..
msn is crapped up! |
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[Sep. 24th, 2004|07:47 pm] |
wow i feel like a memory to past bad year o__O
how easily they forget. i wish i could forget that easily
cause i wanna forget too
forget that it happened forget that i was there
mom said i could drop gifted
just a thot
stupid how people say "forever" or "until we die!"
its like when me wendy and chris were "bb4e"
pfft, i dont' even talk to him anymore
it sucks but what can i do?
anyway, i'm tired of being bitter and holding on to the past
forgetting everything and meeting new people
trying to forget anyway
ANYWAYS
dont' like being so deep
it sounds so depressing -__-
thanks to pcilla for putting up with me past weeks
lol thanks to you i met your group of friends and had that sttoopid slap jack
loool. it was fun tho. lmao
y'know what popped in my head?
the "funny how people see a forward that encourages negativity and immediately send it but when they see one about christ, they hesitate" forwards. they're really true
"funny how people say forever but forget you" |
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[Sep. 24th, 2004|10:06 am] |
WOW i'm bored.. i haven't come to this thing for so long
do other people update? i don't even knoww.. lala.. everyone's so busy now that its hs
it IS alot more homework but i dont' notice probably cause i dont' even have INTERNET nemore.. it sucks alotta poo cus i'm so bored. but i have dai leuy fa and the lawyer thing. dai leuy fa ended YESTERDAY! man that sucks...
berczy gifted group used to be one big group and everyone was friends.
now everyone's split up and no one's talking... its major weird
but then you REALLY find out who's your friend and whos not
cause SOME ppl just.. pretend.. fakers.. dogs... --" sry
anyways. met alotta new people. but no one thats close enough.
thanks so much viv lol. twinnie bf.
gah hs is screwed. stupid packed cafes -_-
so much math school hmk!!!! HOLY craaap the teacher is CRAZY..
but i dun hafta do it (6) eheheh..
nah i hafto *points to mom*
now i'm just hoping the brown dye does SOMETHING not like the last time -_-
if i don't see bebeELLES this sunday. i'm gonna kill :'( its been what? 5 WEEKS?!?!?!?!!?
anyyyways. i got work to do.. work on PA Day. .. its an oxymoron
mom didn't rent mean girls! noooooo
still have dai geek gok of dai leuy fa tho!
i'm drifting away from the UHSers..
seems like everyone went out on PA day.. only me stuck at home..
so stupiD!
saved pa day friday for SOMEONE.. but i guess i wasn't invited EH?
anyways.. gotta take care of lil sis newais..
math hmk here i come >:[ |
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[Aug. 7th, 2004|01:00 am] |
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feeling gheeyyyyyy... is sunday ever gonna comee... sat seems boring now. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2004|12:57 am] |
holeeeeeee.. i can't stop thinking about him..
trying to shut him out. hes on my other accnt.. but dammit. how'd he find my normal accnt. now i'm just looking at his username ... dammmit..
sorry. dont' ask what this is about. i just need to get it out SOMEWHERE..
nobody comes here anyway...
arghhh.. i'm going nuts.. i guess its a good feeling. but..
lmao, that reminds me of the meetings.. lmao. whatever... ahhhhhhhhhhhh.. okay. out.. for now.. |
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[Jul. 25th, 2004|10:35 pm] |
just watching home videos... from gd 6... emBARASSING!!.. the stupid "ideas" i had >__< eeek.
burn itt.
it was ugleee.. wow, how much i've changed in 2 years, its aamzing..
oh mannnn....
homevideos from when you were a BABY are cute. other then that, burn it..
oohwell. my lil sis is going to camppp .. and after that I hafto help out at camp. i'm missing 2.. TWO weeks of SHU M HONG!!! *cries*..
nothing to type. =\ |
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[Jul. 25th, 2004|12:39 am] |
wow i stll never update.. theres nothing to update ON!.. man i'm bored.. but i'll take this time to actually UPDATE..
okay..whats been up? NOTHING!! thats the problem! everydays the same.. except weekends..
where i go shopping, movies, church... and stuff..
okay at least 2mrw i haf stuff to do.. wow. jon's leaving in a WEEK..
hard to believe. i kno i dun like him all tht much and neither do i kno him too much, but i hafta admit it, i'll miss himmm...
he's a part of the "church gang" iunoo.. he sure knos how to make someone laf. and he sure knos how to steam ppl up -__-..
ohwell.... hmm.. iuno...
sitting there in the "boys corner" by the couches made me feel like an idiot. cus they kept dissing each other up trying to look cool. it was soo stupid. so juss walked away. like hellloooo. get a life =) thank you.. ee.. dun mind me. i'm juss bored out of my MIND. i think i'm dying slowly.. this is stupid.
anyways. point IS. good luck jon. haf fun. and visit us.
anyways.. moving on...
i haven't seen a jet li movie in the LONGEST time.. i swear.. its been almost a year!!!.. oh my GAWD.. has it been THAT Long.. i seriously hope not, omg that is too long.. i'm begging to buy a jet li movie.. or at least RENT.. i am dying of no-jet li-ness. he has new movie.. HERO.. its a english translated from chinese movie. that movie was kind astupid.. or rather i didn't understand that movie when i watched it like years before. but mebe it'll be good, not that i'l be watching it. thers this otehr one too.. "danny's boy".. or something liek taht. soudns stupid. hope its awesome =)..wee.. jet li is so cool..so is chad michael murray.. eee that guys FINEEE =).. eesh. too bad hes getting married..
on another HAPPIER note, shalikas BACK!! yesss i wun be as bored nemore.. andddd i haf NO idea what we're doing about that movie thing 2mrw ..heh. eek. did NOT answer to amanda by accident. so much sorries xP ...haha.. ahh.. how i wish i went to the movies today now! i'll show those jerks... smile..
lalla.. oh yeah, i found this relaly stpuid sparkly lil kid bracelets for like 60 cents and it said SMILE on it, so i bought it. its sutpid and i'll never wear it, but i bought it anyway . xP i like the 'message' ..
hm.. lets see how long i can blab on and on
cause i'm already getting b-b-b-booooored..
seriously need something to do..
sooo mad at my camp group. UGH. they wont' PLAN!!.. thers only a week LEFT until camp starts!!! ahhh. sis says chris can whip up stuff like soo fast, but how can i teach if you're sick if i dunno the PLANS?.. ee -__- i dun even think we haf the materials. so STUPID.. erghhh.. i'm gona strangle them.
oh something juss popped in my head..
LEMUEL!!.. awwww jons gonna be gone!! ..awwwwwwwwwwww... owell. ANYWAYS.
yes, gunbound DOES get old doesnt' it.. its not fun nemore.. not even wh en i'm bored.. i wanna watch PRINCE OF TENNIS.. oh, its very very cool anime. seriously! ppl go watch it... echizen's SO cute.. hes younger then me i think, but hes awesomely cool. lol. darn.. ... its 1 almost. i wann sLEEEP.. but i dun wannaa... -.-"... |
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